


(Written: 9-2-08)
The other day we visited the American University in Cairo (AUC) and it was fascinating to observe the young educated elite of Egypt and to glimpse an inkling of the future. Almost everyone I saw on the campus seemed western (most of the girls looked like they could be on the streets of California – minus shorts/miniskirts). The idea of blossoming progressivism was certainly evident there as it is in many elements of Egyptian society. It is challenging to recognize the cohabitation of the double standards, which pervade Egyptian society.
Yesterday was probably my favorite day so far! We went to an area of Cairo called Garbage City, which is where many of the Coptic Christians live. Here they have created an economy off of garbage: collecting it, recycling it, salvaging items, etc…We began by visiting an Orphanage there where I spent about 45 minutes cuddling babies! What a gift for my heart. As soon as we walked in there were little hands reaching up to us eager for any touch and affection. Ah! When I encounter such an open “love need” in children it’s as if I cease to be “Kaeli” and become rather a door from which I feel the Lord’s love, compassion, and heart gush through me and onto these precious little faces. They become my whole focus and reason for being, all I desire is for them to know that they are loved.
The experience of being in a city almost entirely composed of Christians was really amazing as well! The spirit in the air was different and I found myself energized and joyful throughout the day (probably aided by my experience with the babies). We walked through the narrow garbage filled streets and up to the Moqattam, a Coptic Monastery.
The Monastery is set in the hills and a man has been commissioned to carve religious scenes and depictions into the mountain. To date, he has completed 66 and is working on another. One in particular I found incredibly moving. It is a carving high on the mountain of Jesus in the clouds; arching above him in both Arabic and English are the words, “WILL SEE THE SON OF MAN COMING ON THE CLOUDS WITH GREAT POWER AND GLORY… Mk 13:26” There’s something so powerful about this proclamation carved into a mountain in a Muslim country. I can’t even express the power and beauty of it in words.
Our guide around the Moqattam was Adel – so kind! He began speaking with me in Arabic (the blessing and curse of my physical appearance :o) so with the help of Dr. Holt (my program’s director) we explained that I’m American-Armenian (he continued to insist I look Egyptian). Despite the language barrier, we built camaraderie and had several mini-conversations. First he explained there are 3 things that cross language: “One, Amen. Two, Hallelujah…Ok? One? Amen. Two? Hallelujah. And Three?? Coco-Cola!!” As we walked he taught me the word for monkey “girds” (or something like that!) and I shared a little about our families. It was so encouraging to feel engaged with the culture through him and to feel connected home in a way by his warmth and Middle Eastern affection. Anyway, there is a lot that could be said about all this but I’ll leave it at that for the sake of length…
Entering Agouza I walked down streets I used to feel were cramped, dirty, and impoverished but coming back from Garbage City I feel as though I live in luxury. It’s amazing what the smallest tweak in perspective can do.
Today (Tuesday) was my first day going to my “service project” one of the main features of our time here in Cairo. My project is organized through a church and we (there’s 5 of us from MESP) go to a low security prison and spend time with some of the English speaking Christian prisoners. All of the men we meet with are serving a 20 year sentence for being associated with drugs in some way. Daniel, the man I spent the time talking with has already served 18 years and his wisdom, faith, and simplicity of religion is inspiring.
The whole day was full of fascinating observances of the Egyptian security infrastructure as well as the life of these Christians in prison (they can be open about their faith and even meet several times a week!). We did not go through any aspect of the process to get in or get out of the prison without the organizers we were with paying off guards to smooth the way – the system is open, shameless, and expected – A really fascinating play of authority to watch. Overall, it was an awi (very) positive experience and I had a lot to digest as we left. Afterwards, I found myself feeling unsettled but through journaling and talking it out I realized the source stemmed from me rather than any outward circumstance I had encountered. The reason I felt uncomfortable/disconcerted was because the subconscious barriers I’d like to have in place cannot exist in the face of how connected we all are in the human experience. Guards, Prisoners, Foreigner, Local, Searcher, the one being Searched, Male, Female, etc. I bumped up against some things in me which aren’t too pretty but coming to recognition of the source and seeing these things in the light was such a necessary reminder. A reminder of how much subconscious baggage I carry with me, which puts up complete blocks to communication since I am inclined to react to it from places of fear.
There are times when I feel I glimpse the work God is doing in me and my heart’s prayer is, “Lord, I believe, help my unbelief…” He is faithful…
PS – in the monastery we sang the Doxology, which was music to my spirit as I have come to Love it ever since going to Gordon. It takes me back to great memories of times at Gordon and of absorbing the presence of God in Catacombs (a weekly worship service there)…